Decay lyrics

Lately I've been thinking too much about being alone Sitting at home and thinking Why does it have to be this way Do I have to just sit back and decay Or can I take my life into my own hands Is life going to give me a second chance Sometimes I like to think about if I could change Isn't it strange How you can have everything you've ever wanted But feel so unwanted Feel so haunted A knife in my back that I put there myself Oh why do I make my life a living hell? People get second chances Something I don’t deserve They say I have a voice But I can’t seem to be heard Lately I've been thinking too much about being alone Sitting at home and thinking Why does it have to be this way Do I have to just sit back and decay Or can I take my life into my own hands Is life going to give me a second chance I'd give anything to change But every time it's just the same I'm a face without a name Every day I live with such shame Curse this fragile heart of mine Because it breaks every time And I'm tired of living like this A slave to my vices A knife in my back that I put there myself Oh why do I make my life a living hell? People get second chances Something I don’t deserve They say I have a voice But I can’t seem to be heard