In My Head Is Like Hell lyrics

In my head it's like hell And I don't think I've got the will In my head it's all pain God please wash me with your rain In my head it's all strange I can't remember any names In my head it's like hell And yet you want me still I hate this what i am 'Cuz what i am is wrong I can never find it in myself to get a move on I'm always leaving trails And my cover ups fail I'm impulsive and repulsive God damn I hate myself But You You want me still (2x) In my head I play the sham God relieve me of these dreams I'm much less of a man Than make myself out to be And it all comes down To how I wear this frown I've painted myself like a clown You know, Jack The systems down I hate this what I am 'Cuz what I am is wrong I can never find it in myself to get a move on I'm always leaving trails And my cover ups fail I'm impulsive and repulsive God damn I hate myself But You You want me still (2x)