I will not understand lyrics

Of course im bad but could you be quiet im here to end our pain [x2] I will not understand why we died on this place i just know you from past try to keep YOU behind me behind me To understand the past our past our pain my own pain SHUT UP! i will not understand why we died on this motherfucking place keep you behind me PLEASE PLEASE the clock is moving moving whit us why? should i know? can i see your fear there is mine there is mine thats my! FACE! I will not understand (understand) why (why) we keep loking (we?) just let me alone (ALONE) i will not not, not understand, understand why? WHY?