Almost Living (But Not Dead Yet) lyrics

Among the ones who close their eyes on me Among the fools who cannot hear me speak And all of those who point their fingers at me They’re almost living, they’re almost dead They’ll never know that once I tamed the fear I felt the cold death crawling down my spine I worshipped the black Lord, I spilled the blood I walked along the tunnel Crossed the pure and blinding white light I’ve been there to find that Eternity was just a lie I burned each cross raised upon my path I hated every male and loved every female I planted the seeds which poisoned the ground I made the apples rot in the Garden of Eden I woke a dead sun and made it shine As a billion of sparks My vision sees beyond ultraviolet And beyond infrared