Hikkikomori Diaries lyrics

I sit inside and waste away Sometimes I sleep during the day I play some games while I'm awake Stare at the screen till my eyes ache I know there's nothing here for me No magic spell to set me free I might escape the world outside But not the one inside my mind Within these basement walls I'm breaking up, I want to shout I'm sick to death of how I live But I've no way to make it out I used to have my hopes and dreams But life has torn them away from me And there's no hope that I can see There's only tired apathy I sit inside and waste away Sometimes sleep during the day I play some games while I'm awake Stare at the screen till my eyes ache I know there's nothing there for me No magic spell to set me free I might escape the world outside But not the one inside my mind But if there's nothing here And nothing there What's the point of even trying There's only so much I can take My fragile mind about to break I try to go but I never go forward Open my door, but the door never opens Parasite (defines my empty life) This room is all I have left I sit inside and waste away Sometimes sleep during the day I play some games while I'm awake Stare at the screen till my eyes ache I know there's nothing there for me Only one thing can set me free I might escape the world outside But not the one inside my mind