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I wanna get rid of these feelings, please I wanna lie in bed and never leave I never wanna wake up, wanna stay asleep Don't wanna fucking be here, I don't wanna be me I wanna get violent No phone dialing No psychiatrist, no stupid fucking therapist Yeah, I'm a nihilist I'm not a damn survivalist Don't wanna hear your crying, man I wanna fucking die like this I can't keep lying I don't mean to be so frightening But lately I've been spiraling Existing is so tiring So no more trying, no more hiding, no more fear intensifying Don't act like you care when I'm dead, bitch I've already been dying I wanna get rid of these feelings, please I wanna lie in bed and never leave I never wanna wake up, wanna stay asleep Don't wanna fucking be here, I don't wanna be me