Moonlight, Ephemeral lyrics

There's a distant call that's echoing And it follows me 'Cause I'm always searching To find my way but I can't seem To come to peace with this I'm left alone with the mess I made The embers slowly fading Fading over time Will I ever find the place I left behind? The static's never-ending Clouding up my mind The sorrow is whispering It's weaving the fabric of my life Ephemeral streaks of light Growing underneath I'm trying to hold on But they're out of reach Gone somewhere Lost within the fray I need something to bring me To bring me clarity I know you tried but you can't save me Tear me to skin and gone Just to get resewn The embers slowly fading Fading over time Will I ever find the place I left behind? The static's never-ending Clouding up my mind The sorrow is whispering It's weaving the fabric of my life What do you see when you close your eyes All of my failures Stuck on repeat Cut me out The embers slowly fading Fading over time Will I ever find the place I left behind? The static's never-ending Clouding up my mind The sorrow is whispering It's weaving the fabric of my life Tear me to skin and gone Just to see me resewn There is a sorrow that follows Until the end Gone I will wage this war alone I've lost the energy to fight Could you just bring me peace of mind