... And If I Did, You Deserved It lyrics

I want a new pair of shades, get paid to wear shoes Do what I say, don't say what I do when we're alone now High up, but a low down You know I'm not the type of guy to turn my back on a knife And that's why I'm still looking in the mirror I want to be safe from the fame but be loved from afar Get paid to write my name, could you airbrush my scars? Get my good side, don't get on my bad side You know I'm not the type of guy to turn my back on a knife It's just my luck these motherfuckers talking smack on a guy But I'm deserving every word they could begin to apply Well, at least they know now That I really don't care what you think or what you say Either that or I do way too much, oh, well, whatever, either way My hearts empty and I'm trying to fill it up But it's not big enough for the both of us No it's not big enough for the both of us I want no less than the best but the best I can do Is do the worst thing first and leave the rest up to you I'm realistic, everyone's a critic If I keep beating myself up I'll keep on winning the fight and get my ass kicked I'm poisonous not toxic I'll admit when I'm wrong, but only to be right And if it fits in the song, I'll rhyme that with contrived Don't meet your idols, hey, fuck you, I'm your idol But the only label that'll sign is in the DSM-5 'Cause my flaws are sort of on the pathological side Don't call me eccentric, call me mentally sick 'Cause I ain't sold enough tickets yet to be rich, and that's the only difference And I really don't care what you think or what you say Either that or I do way too much, oh, well, whatever, either way My hearts empty and I'm trying to fill it up But it's not big enough for the both of us No it's not big enough for the both of us And if looks could kill, I'd be staring in the mirror Yeah, if looks could kill, I'd be staring in the mirror Yeah, if looks could kill, I'd be staring in the mirror Even more than I already would 'Cause, man, I'm looking good And I really don't care what you think or what you say I'm a cancer, I'm malignant, yeah you wanna stay away My heart's fucking empty and I'm trying to fill it up But it's not big enough for the both of us And I really don't care what you think or what you say I'm a cancer, I'm malignant, yeah you ought to stay away My hearts fucking empty and I'm trying to fill it up But it's not big enough for the both of us No it's not big enough for the both of us No it's not big enough for the both of us