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I'm always on the run when I'm too messed up And paranoid as fuck Killing my health with a nicotine buzz Suppressing and suffocating my feelings Yeah, I can take advice, but I settle with my habit Nothing you prescribe can eliminate the static I'd rather hide than be seen But over-dramatics are causing a scene Lost in my body, yeah Oh, yeah Don't wanna ask anyone for their goddamn help Fell so in love with my bitterness Don't wanna let anyone know I don't know myself Or the web that I weave instead (the web that I weave instead) I'm done playing myself 'cause I prayed I'm learning my worth, finding my place Yeah, but reality's fucked Bask in the riches, don't think I'll ever know I don't think I'll ever know, oh Don't wanna ask anyone for their goddamn help Fell so in love with my bitterness Don't wanna let anyone know I don't know myself Or the web that I weave instead Hey, wait Is it always gonna be this way? Please say everything's gonna be okay Just stay, think I'm feeling myself break Too late, I never wanted to be this way (Hey, wait) is it always gonna be this way? (Just stay) everything is gonna be okay (Please stay) yeah, I think I'm feeling myself break (Too late) I never meant for it to be this way (Don't wanna ask anyone) for their goddamn help Fell so in love with my bitterness Don't wanna let anyone know I don't know myself Or the web that I weave instead (the web that I weave instead) Oh, the web that I weave instead Oh, the web that I weave instead