Eight Months lyrics

Lets play a game Where you guess how I've been And you get no hints from me No tragedy Only pictures of my hips In the dark I'm not very smart I've been falling over a lot I think I'm falling apart I need you I need you more than I want to I want to wait for springtime Been sick for so long It feels like a lifetime I don't like my body I know you like my body Sometimes I see my body And it scares me In the coming months I will do my best Not to waste away So when I step on scales Like they're broken glass It's to make a change I need you I need you more than you need me It's freeing to admit that I admit that I hate myself more When you're not here