Black swan lyrics

Light on My face blurs in my eyes again Black swan What am I fighting to protect? How do I see myself now? Shed all of my skin But I grasp onto The beauty laid within Pierce me with your pins A physical sin Light on My face blurs in my eyes again Black swan What am I fighting to protect? [I saw him in my dreams last night, exactly as I remembered I was hoping it would happen For my daydreams to carry on into the night We were at a coffee shop of some sort, getting drinks, and we just talked But every word brought us closer Till our arms touched, followed by our hands I wish I remembered every word we exchanged I think we talked about tattoos, music, photography, I'm not sure Even if this scene wasn't blurred by the fact it isn't real, if it was I wouldn't be able to recollect much of what he'd say anyways I just want to see his face, I want to paint the sky with it So I can see the most beautiful thing when I wake Before I go to sleep, I don't even know where to start] If I could wake up in silence My anger pulsing through That I wasn't chosen to be Someone the gods would cry to lose Light on (blinding me) My face blurs in my eyes again (from what I see) Black swan (would I keep) What am I fighting to protect? (Any piece of me?) What am I fighting to protect? (Every piece of me?)