Elegantly Expressed Depression lyrics

I swear I saw death standin' in my hall Casting her black shadow on my white wall I reek of death from inside my soul I'd never thought I'd lose you on a whim It's so hard to be in love with you It seems I'm not the only one who failed Curse the day when I fell into your arms 'Cause seein' you is feelin' like home I know I saw straight into your soul A kindred fire burnin' in the moonlit cool So convinced that you felt the same To lovers, lovin' you was a burnin' flame If I only knew this when I was young I'd never, ever tread this path at all Don't just call me bitter and depressed I open up my heart to no success