Digging My Own Grave lyrics

Lost in words.. and in thoughts.. I cant believe this happened... I cant believe i believed you.. leading me to a false future.. in which even blind humans can see.. the real you... What a waste of time it was.. To believe such see through lies.. To be disposed of like trash... what a waste of flesh... And yet.. I still continue to believe.. thinking it will lead me to a happy ending.. When all I'm doing... is digging my own grave... What is the point of living And trying to stay alive... when i've already been long dead..