Tell Me Why lyrics

I've been losing myself in anger So much broken by the rage Nothing could take my mind off How to make them pay Killing myself for nothing And the pain won't go away Losing myself to madness And the game’s been played If I could turn the hands of time, I would But here I am Tell me why am I still here when it’s all gone I’m living with the ghosts of yesterday Tell me why am I still trying to hold on I’ve got to tear it down, to let it go I’m too tired to keep on trying But I’m spellbound ‘till the end Knowing that there’s no closure For my wars inside I’ve buried the good and evil Only memories left behind I am the one still standing I will live to tell If I could turn the hands of time, I would But here I am, here I am Tell me why am I still here when it’s all gone I’m living with the ghosts of yesterday Tell me why am I still trying to hold on I’ve got to tear it down, to let it go Tell me why I’m wasting away Tell me how to break my own chains ‘Cause I’m losing after all How can I escape this grim fate Tell me how to face one more day ‘Cause I’m wasting away It’s all gone silent I'm searching for fire Nothing to fight for Alone Tell me why am I still here when it’s all gone I’m living with the ghosts of yesterday Tell me why am I still trying to hold on I’ve got to tear it down, to let it go