Devil in my Mind lyrics

The devil in my mind is telling me to have one Thinking a drink won't kill me in the long run But if I take a sip then it's game over Wasted again after three years sober And now I feel like this could be the night (I am better than who I was then But what if I can't say no) I'm going under, I'm gonna lose the fight With the devil in my mind Give it up, give it up, is it all for nothing? A lesson I had to learn the hard way Never-ending cycle, I know I might give in So I'm giving myself a thousand reasons Not to crumble, despite the struggle I'm putting up a fight Cause I cannot go back to the way it was I'm not strong enough I don't know if I'll survive The devil in my mind is telling me to have one Thinking a drink won't kill me in the long run But if I take a sip then it's game over Wasted again after three years sober And now I feel like this could be the night (I am better than who I was then But what if I can't say no) I'm going under, I'm gonna lose the fight With the devil in my mind And now I feel like this could be the night I'm going under, I'm gonna lose the fight With the devil in my mind