Original lyrics

EN

Change of personality New influences changed your mind Find some new childish pussies Forget the last part of your life Dream your dream of a love story Awake one day - no surprise Find some new experiences No more place for your old live companion I am falling apart Cannot tell what is going on I am losing my mind Feel so lost, so alone I do not know What to believe anymore I need something to cling to Something I can trust in! I am - placed on a siding In this darkest part of my life I searched for sympathy and support Finding just coldness - placed on a siding The relationship crumbled without a sign My past opens like an old wound Memories wash over one another Images shimmer and appear before me Flooding me to the point of drowning I am - placed on a siding No understanding of your actions Can't imagine what confuses your mind I can't see any reasons Loneliness violates my heart I try to speak, I try to shout But my voice does not come Just because something is not real Does not mean it cannot hurt me Feelings freeze to a heap of hate Your twaddle of comprehension and of sympathy Like knives slashing my stomach into pieces Unhinged my mind - cause you know nothing!