New Recording 3 lyrics

I watched you paint flowers on his arms And felt it as the ink sank down to his heart I'll just sit on the sidelines Remember a time when you were all mine I'll just water my own now I'll watch them bloom from my own grounds 'Cause I've been trying to be a better person Not take shit out on the people who don't deserve it But it's hard when you're handing me ammunition It's hard when you're making my head spin It's hard when you're handing me ammunition It's hard when you're making my head spin It's hard when you're handing me ammunition It's hard when you're making my head spin And I'll fall back into my little cycles But I'll keep pushing forward all on my own