Same Name lyrics

The more I fake it I know that I'll be alright No, that's the last time I take medical advice Go on, tell me how can I Replace my thoughts With things that are nice 'Cause I don't wanna go back to that place That I was when I was eighteen I don't wanna lie just to save face And I don't wanna die with the same name It's just the moment I feel it I stare at the ceiling I finished the oat milk And slayed all the demons 'Cause I don't wanna go back to that place That I was when I was eighteen I don't wanna lie just to save face I wish I could be standing where I should I wish I could be standing where I should I wish I could be standing where I should I wish I could be standing where I should