Original lyrics

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I wish I could be normal but what does that even mean? I wish I could be smaller, taller and everything in between I wish I could be patient, ‘cause they say that it’s a virtue But I just want a quick fix, trade me in for someone new ‘Cause it all seems perfect in my dreams But when I wake up I'm still me Does anybody have it all? Can anybody set me free? When the midnight falls, I turn myself on me It hits me like a drop of ink, clouding everything I see But if I'm being honest All I ever wanted was something I could never be (Mhm) Back when I was younger, doubt knocked at my door Asked me if I'm worthy and filled my head with words Like shouldn’t I be stronger and that boys shouldn’t cry If beauty’s for beholders, could you lend me your eyes? ‘Cause it all seems perfect in my dreams But when I wake up I'm still me Does anybody have it all? Can anybody set me free? When the midnight falls, I turn myself on me It hits me like a drop of ink, clouding everything I see But if I'm being honest All I ever wanted Is to be okay not being okay Maybe it’s right to go the wrong way Imperfection is just perception ‘Cause no one really has it all Nobody can set me free When the midnight falls, I won’t turn on me I'm setting fire to the dark, lighting up the truth at heart Finally, I'm honest, there’s no love in wanting Something I could never be (Mhm) Something I could never be (Mhm) Something I could never be (Mhm) Something I could never be, mm-hmm