I'd Better Kill Myself, Before I Die lyrics

Is this everything You ever wanted Have you ever been In heaven before This is everything I never wanted I should better kill Myself before I die Let me find a way- to kiss you Let me find a way- to burn Let me find a way- to embrace you Let me find a way- to have fun Let me find a way- to love my life Let me find a way- to die Let me find a way- embrace you Let me find a way- to burn Is this everything You ever wanted Have you ever been In heaven before This is everything I never wanted I should better kill Myself before I die Let me find a way- to kiss you Let me find a way- to burn Let me find a way- to embrace you Let me find a way- to have fun Let me find a way- to love my life Let me find a way- to die Let me find a way- embrace you Let me find a way- to burn Is this everything You ever wanted Have you ever been In heaven before This is everything I never wanted I should better kill Myself before I die