Original lyrics

EN

It's raining this afternoon We haven't talked for 10 days You called me this afternoon And you left me a message Please answer me... You know That I can't hold on without you! This feeling is nothing new But my heart is bleeding bad 'Cause I was afraid That nothing would change I turned my back on you And drowned myself in lies Now I know you were the best thing I've had I let you go away and that's the worst thing I've done Now I am missing you so much Am I awake? I am dying down here, alone God, I want her back! Now I am missing you so much Am I awake? They were lies! I walk along this avenue Where we met, do you remember? It's my first time here without you And it has never been so dark I wish you could hear me say Forgive me ('cause I was afraid, ) I really thought (that nothing would change) So I lied (I turned my back on you,) Now I know! Now I am missing you so much Am I awake? I am dying down here, alone God, I want her back! Now I am missing you so much Am I awake? They were lies! I still love you Now I am missing you so much Am I awake? I am dying down here, alone God, I want her back! Now I am missing you so much Am I awake? They were lies! I still love you It's raining this afternoon I’m watching the news on channel five A sad story this afternoon A girl committed suicide