the sex was good! lyrics

Star crossed lovers But I wanna puke whenever you say it All these long lost colours Drained from my heart The moment you betrayed it Pretty Lolita fool But you're a little older now And that's just the hard truth But you're rocking with the big boys Scream your lungs dry I'm a sucker for white noise Radio static I'm technicolor cool Till you turn me manic And where am I tonight? I guess you'll never know And you probably won't sleep right Now I can't think of you It ruins my whole mood I only painted you red Out of kindness Blame it on your childhood I should have left but how could I Guess the sex was good Until it wasn't Turns out you can't manipulate A seasoned apathetic Or whatever version of me that you made And I bet it cuts right to the bone You wanted a wife and a kid And a life you could control I've got unsaved numbers in my phone And a God awful tendency to love being alone Now I can't think of you It ruins my whole mood I only painted you red Out of kindness Blame it on your childhood I should have left but how could I Guess the sex was good Until it wasn't So break all my shit Incite a riot Go play the victim, babe I hope they buy it Dry your alligator tears You can't leave 'em here You wanted love songs Beggars can't be choosers, dear Now I'm stone cold It's fucking tragic I never loved you, no Just the damage Find myself looking back A bit more than I should It wasn't all bad It wasn't that good