Redemption (The Downfall) lyrics

That moment I was not able to repress My fury reached its long awaited stage Completely minded as my destiny evolved My intended redemption, my downfall Fatal memories of relatives Mistreating, When time passes you will not feel Was it my purpose to create an image, A reflection of my own spirituality? My soul shall not find the peace it deserves The torture will last as long as afterlife itself My deeds didn't erase my memories Now I realise that I am just alike Slowly aware of my spirits fall