Friendly Machine lyrics

Flush my vomit down the drain Think of my body getting hit by a train Always want but never need Don't have an identity I can feed I like to think I'm doing just fine I like to search my symptoms online I liked it when the voices were gone I liked to be with you, all alone Around my neck, a friendly machine Pretends to wipe my memory clean Pretends to make it all go away Pretends to make me feel quite ok Hungry for amphetamine 60 amitryptaline Violently crying to the song that you sent me Laxative, can't forgive A reason to live Find myself, lose myself Be myself, fuck myself Can you heal me mentally? Can you sing a melody? Can you be a friend to me? People leave so suddenly Suffering, peace offering Virtual life is altering On a noose, cut me loose Never ending self-abuse I like to think I'm doing just fine I like to search my symptoms online I liked it when the voices were gone I liked to be with you, all alone Around my neck, a friendly machine Pretends to wipe my memory clean Pretends to make it all go away Pretends to make me feel quite ok Flush my vomit down the drain Think of my body getting hit by a train Always want but never need Don't have an identity I can feed I like to think I'm doing just fine I like to search my symptoms online I liked it when the voices were gone I liked to be with you, all alone Around my neck, a friendly machine Pretends to wipe my memory clean Pretends to make it all go away Pretends to make me feel quite ok