Beanbag Chair lyrics

I have spent my life trying to understand Just how my life lets aware who I am But it leaves a bitter taste And feels like such a waste I am so totally vague Betray the dark line, see if I care I loved you when I was young But no more So burn down the fireman's fair Memory plays its tricks on me In my mind's eye, I claim to see I'm losing every race I run Making misery out of fun So bulldoze the new road they're driving Slash the beanbag chair You held me for so very long But no more So burn down the fireman's fair How many type of things do we think we need? But that doesn't make them true I'm a little afraid I'm falling far and free I'll leave that up to you That's up to you So won't you find me totally vague A drain has died, see if I care I loved you when I was young But no more So burn down the fireman's fair Fireman's fair Burn down the fireman's fair Fireman's fair Burn down the fireman's fair