Be My Blood lyrics

I am not within Within myself I am not here Here I lay asleep Asleep in someone else Hopeless eyes, withered skin Who is this man that stands before me? My eyes blind I can't stay here In a fog so thick All is grey I misplaced myself and I lost my face I hate what fills my shell. There is nothing clear And nothing is mine in this self-made hell I am not here, not within myself Cleanse me, rape me Fill me Satan Fill me father, bringer of light, be my blood