Thinking About lyrics

Leave me here for a few minutes, thinking about life Thinking about my girl, thinking about life And how short it is Everyone tells me to take care of myself but everyone lies This is what I have in my mind My cigarette is unconventional, my bitch loves it Drugs in my room, leave me alone This is not personal, this is mental My head is crazy after so many fights She still sits, I've gone up there is no turning back I've gone up there is no turning back