Original lyrics

EN

Hands are frozen, time ain't slowing down I can barely sleep Stomach's hurting, toss and turning, and I can barely eat How much of this can I take? Don't think this is how nineteen's suppose to feel When you're floating and you're trying not to sink I'm at my breaking point I can't help but Feel like I'm caving in I'm at my lowest point Terrified I'll crack before I bend But I just wanna feel whole again Colors glowing, feel Sun on my skin I'd do anything Even pain would do if it meant I could Feel again, feel again 'Cause how much of this can I take? Don't think that my sanity is worth Working myself to death when I'm out here just tryna breathe I'm at my breaking point I can't help but Feel like I'm caving in I'm at my lowest point Terrified I'll crack before I bend I just wanna feel wholе again