Even When I Hold You, I Can't Feel You (feat. Yesterday) lyrics

You said you'd always have my back I said we're never going back Fell hard and you held me in your arms Protect me and never do me harm Now we're fighting and shit But you cannot help all this pain that I'm in Knowing your distant, my heart's feeling this distance I think I'm better off dead Can't live with the things that you've said But even in death I know I'll never be dead I saw this coming from a far She'll say that I'm so insecure Don't blame me for the love I give You saved me like a burnt out cigarette I don't even care what you say 2 Blunts in the back of the lake Just us, no time in our way Bring it back to the self centered days When id be dying just to see your face Now its like can I take that back? Like I wrote down something that I hate Or do you wanna go back to my place?