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Sunshine hotel is where I'll go when I die Sunshine hotel is where I'll go when I die Thought about suicide too many times I hate myself, but I don't wanna die I can't explain it, but I'm not alive Sunshine hotel is where I'll go when I die Thought about suicide too many times I hate myself, but I don't wanna die I can't explain it, but I'm not alive I don't deserve to feel anything, you know I know that It's killing me I hope that my friends will visit me When I'm in hell and I'm withering I don't deserve to feel anything, you know I know that It's killing me I hope that my friends will visit me When I'm in hell and I'm withering God I hate myself I just need some help But nothing can change the past Man it's already dying God I need some help Can't you fucking tell Too long I been dying on the steps of this hotel On better days (on better days) If I ever said (if I ever said) I'm not afraid to die But I don't think I'll go to a better place So I run away from anything that show me love And I love everything that fucks me up I'm sick in the head but it's not my fault Swear I'll be alright once I load the gun Sunshine hotel is where I go when I die Thought about suicide too many times I hate myself, but I don't wanna die I can't explain it, but I'm not alive Sunshine hotel is where I go when I die Thought about suicide too many times I hate myself, but I don't wanna die I can't explain it, but I'm not alive