Leave It All Behind lyrics

(I watched the world turn cold before my eyes) (I'll be lucky if I make it out alive) I watched you pass away in the freezing cold Felt fear since a three-year-old I needed hope like you needed home A hand to hold, I keep the secrets you told Collect calls, accept all, expect you need me the most I've seen cells, I've seen bail, believe the hell that you spoke I can't breathe well seein' you inhaling the smoke I don't fear death, why would I be scared of yo' ghost? I can't bury any dead memories with your bones, no, no I watched the world turn cold before my eyes I'll be lucky if I make it out alive So I'll just leave it all behind I'll leave it all behind I spent a decade and a half, now I'm done waiting The fuck am I stuck chasing? Seen too many tears on enough faces I coulda been living in Hell, but I was patient Too stuck to love too much Now way too much of my blood's wasted I must say, it's been a lot, this feelin' I got's filthy Changed up for the better forever, somehow still me You'd change up for a penny, I peeped how they tryin' kill me We ain't never linking, nothing in common except feelings I grew up knowing what abuse could take back Not a super human, it's a face mask No one else could ruin all my faith back then They say it's better, but how the fuck you explain that? I feel your presence the second that I'm lonely Saw your eyes fadin' inside in my mind slowly I can't remind, I'm a shoulder to cry on me I loved you more than life, then you died on me I watched the world turn cold before my eyes I'll be lucky if I make it out alive So I'll just leave it all behind I'll leave it all behind (leave it all behind)