poison lyrics

I, I'm holding my breath Awaiting my death And it feels so close to me I, I'm full of regret In over my head And I've got no remedy I don't wanna cry when I'm thinking too much But I don't know a life where it isn't too much But not enough I'm in the water Far from the surface Fighting is useless How can I do this? It's getting harder Finding a purpose Inviting the voices I'm my own poison Lost, away from it all Who's there to call When I'm my own enemy I don't wanna cry when I'm thinking too much But I don't know a life where it isn't too much And still never enough I'm in the water Far from the surface Fighting is useless How can I do this? It's getting harder Finding a purpose Inviting the voices I'm my own poison I'm in the water Holding my own hand But I know it's pointless I'm my own poison