Composure 歌词

I medicate myself So I don't have to feel the water rising Or my lungs losing air If I drown, will I find closure Will I loose composure Will I even care How far will I sink Before the depths consume me Will my feet ever touch the ground I can feel the current pulling me down Drag the lake but you won't find me I'm to far down below I'm so tired of treading water Maybe it's time for me to let go I'll destroy myself For the sake of feeling different For the sake of feeling fine If I can't step back from this ledge I'm sorry that I left you Without saying goodbye Drag the lake but you won't find me I'm to far down below I'm so tired of treading water Maybe it's time for me to let go If I drift away Will it cure the ache Or will the pain find another heart to break What if the hurting doesn't end with me What if I end it all except the suffering Who will hold the weight that I can't carry Who will have to live once I'm dead and buried Drag the lake but you won't find me I'm to far down below I'm so tired of treading water Maybe it's time for me to let go If I drift away Will it cure the ache Or will the pain find another heart to break