Virtues of Misfortune 歌词

I've been a formidable sinner, a creep of deceit, a false winner Crossed my love to make myself look better Don't tell me that ain`t the miserable life of a cheater Somewhere another place for me Another place, another way The pain I gave wouldn't let me rest my soul It's time to stop living in denial A second chance: like reaching out for sand Before I knew it had it slipped out of my hands Is this chain of pain, too thick for you? Too far in contempt, no need to repent? A loss of soul, too damaged to be repaired A strain of lust, I was much too afraid to share On a whole: did I learn from my… (On a whole) misfortune I plead now like no one else has done it Could you ever see it in your heart… NO! Somewhere another place for me Another place, another way The pain I gave wouldn't let me rest my soul It's time to stop living in denial A second chance: like reaching out for sand Before I knew it had it slipped out of my hands I could never find out what was wrong Nothing was making me strong And my will to live was gone! Was my rage blinding me all along?