Struggling Doubt 歌词

After the fire chief left I am totally perplexed Was it true was he said? Is a book just an unimportant absurdity? The young girl comes to my mind She seemed to be so frank With an open heart for everything I can't resist no longer, I open a book and read Letter by letter - Word by word From the outset, there's so much going on in my head I feel emotions - I've never felt in my life New thoughts sprout in my mind These words are so powerful - So full of life I come to the conclusion That I haven't learnt reading To decode billboards and I haven't learnt orthography Just to write short messages My wife can't understand my behavior She packs her things and abandons me Her belief in the system is too strong The hardest part of the circumstance is After the slamming of the door She will forget about me The girl knows more about me Than my wife ever did What was the basis for our marriage? I can't remember I become aware of so many things It's like I've just started to think I think therefore I am Reading fills the void I have always felt People aren't happy these days The media blocks them from thinking on their own That's why they can't realize That they are thoroughly distraught