Am I a Monster 歌词

When my rage is bursting in When my demons close to win Only question remains Am I a monster? After iv'e lost my control Will I ever change at all Did I choose the right way Only time will tell I ain't gonna wait until then Trying to find What is messing with my mind And why I Can't feel alright Can't deny It keeps burning me inside And there is no place to hide Being haunted by my fears Fighting not to disappear Lost all sense off purpose Broken and hollow But I won't let myself go down Raise my head up of the ground Gather all the pieces Of what's left of me I ain't gonna wait Until then Trying to find What is messing with my mind And why I Can't feel alright Can't deny It keeps burning me inside And there is no place to hide My scars are open again Bursting emotions I'm drowning in pain Feels like I've locked up all of my demons In the same cell With escape plans And I know That when I'm down I'm losing restrain I can't let it happen 'cause if I do then I am to blame Reality mixed up in my mind Can't tell what is wrong or what is right (I keep on running from my monsters let me go) I'm running from what I have become I'm bleeding but still feeling numb I'm trying to find anything that will remind me that I can feel alright Trying to find What is messing with my mind And why I Can't feel alright Can't deny It keeps burning me inside And there is no place to hide