I'm Not Dying 歌词

Do you ever get that feeling Like you're doing this all wrong? Like you're trying to paint a picture you can't draw Do you ever see a mirror But avoid it at all costs? 'Cause you know all that you'll find is someone lost Well maybe there's a reason for the things that I don't understand Like buried deep inside of me a key to unlock who I am Stuck in the muck and the mire has got my heart feeling tired and blue But I'm not dying, I'm just not living like I could Am I a hero? Am I a villain? Am I the victim of the cause? Am I a damsel in distress that's waiting on someone to save my soul? Of all the mountains to climb Of all the rivers to flow Of all the sticks and all the stones I'm scared of living in the background, laying low Well maybe there's a reason for the things that I don't understand Like buried deep inside of me a key to unlock who I am I'm turning over a leaf, kissing yesterday's cheek adieu 'Cause I'm not dying, I'm just not living like I could Oh what I'm trying to say with this dramatic refrain to you Is I'm not dying I'm just not living Like I could