Broken 歌词

I wish that I could end this but I'm too afraid to try Afraid to try, and I wanna scream I feel it in my lungs, in every breath I take In my bones, in my heart, with every smile I fake The look of dead eyes, the fear, the lies and this disguise And I feel it in my blood and it makes me numb I wish that I could end this but I'm too afraid to try And I don't know what to say to you if you wanted to know why I wish that things were easier but the stars are not aligned And my heart can't survive, the pain let's me know that I'm alive Something surrounding me, pulled under and I can't breathe Reflections lie to me, I see what they don't see The look of dead eyes, the fear, the lies and this disguise I feel it drowning me and I wanna scream I wish that I could end this but I'm too afraid to try And I don't know what to say to you if you wanted to know why I wish that things were easier but the stars are not aligned And my heart can't survive, the pain let's me know that I'm alive And I was broken But now I'm standing on my own, a new moment to begin The scars of our past don't have to hold us back But I'm addicted to the way you make me feel and I'll never understand, you'll never understand (And I wanna scream) I wish that I could end this but I'm too afraid to try And I don't know what to say to you if you wanted to know why I wish that I could hate you but I cannot live a lie And my heart can't survive (my heart can't survive) I wanted to stop breathing but I'm too afraid to die I don't know what to say to you if you wanted to know why And now everyone is telling me that I lost my mind And if I tried to get it back I'm scared of what I'd find I am broken