A Discouraged Believer 歌词

Darkness! Emptiness! Ruthlessness! I walk through a storm inside my soul! In darkness My twin emptiness! Endless ruthlessness! I walk through a storm inside my soul! I drown inside this innermost hell Lost and captive in a human cell Grief pearls sparkle in these eyes Slowly I shrink and everything dies I am unable to change my fate When all my hope turns to hate I shall hurt myself for salvation Since I breathe life's damnation Down in a hole I walk through a storm inside my soul Too many bastards reach for my young mind Inside the filthy selfish streets of the mankind With an abysmal disgust and wrath I run away I know on dread's playground I can never stay There is a darkness anchored deep inside my heart I can't break the tide chains before I'm torn apart This narrow cold embrace is another kind of pain In every time I beg for an end of that torture in vain I am the discouraged believer by God's goodness Embedded inside an ugly farewell's ruthlessness I can't longer depend from my isolation's misery In desperation I search for the caress of eternity Darkness! Emptiness! Ruthlessness! I walk through a storm inside my soul! In darkness My twin emptiness! Endless ruthlessness I walk through a storm inside my soul! The shadow of the future covers my morning Sun A new day in hell has just begun One thought kills inside my sleepy brain I can't give my life for all I always feel the same There is a darkness anchored deep inside my heart I can't break the tide chains before I'm torn apart This narrow cold embrace is another kind of pain In every time I beg for an end of that torture in vain I stare into the abyss Behind the gates of the demise Into flames of nothingness I hear the scarred soul cries