In The Heart Of The Nebula 歌词

I've been drifting through the silence Of a sky I used to know Watching all my expectations Fade like stardust in a glow Every dream I once believed in Feels so distant, out of view Like a map I keep unfolding But the stars don't point to you And I'm learning that the universe Never moves in simple lines In the heart of the nebula I'm spinning, coming undone Lost between who I was And who I'm trying to become Colors crash like questions I can't answer anymore But maybe getting lost Is what the journey's for In the heart of the nebula I'm searching for a form All the futures I imagined Turn to shadows when I chase Every step becomes a spiral In this strange, expanding space And the person in the mirror Feels like someone I outgrew Like a world still in formation Trying to spark something true Maybe chaos is a language Only growing hearts can speak In the heart of the nebula I'm spinning, coming undone Lost between who I was And who I'm trying to become Colors crash like questions I keep carrying alone But maybe losing gravity Will lead me somewhere whole In the heart of the nebula I'm learning to let go If the stars were born from chaos Maybe I am too If the night can find its meaning Maybe someday I'll find mine Breaking through In the heart of the nebula I'm drifting, but I'm alive And every swirling fragment Is a promise I'll survive I don't need to know the ending To begin to understand Even in the dark unknown I'm forming who I am In the heart of the nebula I'm learning how to land