Explode 歌词

I'm dying to learn what you want me to be But don't you understand? Your expectations I can't complete And here I'm trying to understand Who I really am and where I am Your voice is sounding like a gun for me right now And I'm alredy hurt So now just watch me drown into this void Where I'm confused and trying to not screaming all out loud 'Cause I have a lot say (Oh) So could you please stop pointing your fingers on my mistakes? 'Cause I've never blamed you And always wanted to make you proud of me Why do I feel that everything I do Isn't good enough for your expectations? God knows how much I've been trying to hold myself What is this feeling inside of me? (inside of me) Can you hear the tick tock inside my body? (inside my body, yeah) Like a ticking time bomb Ready to detonate I feel like I'm going to explode someday (someday) And my time only diminishes with Every expectations that they place on me (that they place on me) I've been so sad, but no one notices They don't even try to defuse the bomb that they build inside of me God, how am I supposed to set me free? I feel the obligation to Fulfill everything that is expected of me This a prison and I want to be free I'm chained Repeating that this isn't right And that I didn't come into the world to please everyone Deep down I know that there will always be Those who disapprove the person I am And it's not like I need acceptances But I don't want to disappoint anyone, you know? God, why do people place expectations on others And not on themselves? So could you please stop pointing your fingers on my mistakes? 'Cause I've never blamed you And always wanted to make you proud of me Why do I feel that everything I do Isn't good enough for your expectations? God knows how much I've been trying to hold myself What is this feeling inside of me? (inside of me) Can you hear the tick tock inside my body? (inside my body, yeah) Like a ticking time bomb Ready to detonate I feel like I'm going to explode someday (someday) And my time only diminishes with Every expectations that they place on me I've been so sad, but no one notices They don't even try to defuse the bomb that they build inside of me God, how am I supposed to set me free? God, how am I supposed to set me free? (Yeah, yeah) (I feel like I'm going to explode someday) They don't even try to defuse the bomb that they build inside of me God, how am I supposed to set me free?