Buy Myself 歌词

I woke up counting what was left of me Guess I was dreaming 'Bout some pieces I had lost Had all my toes and fingers My hair, my teeth, my tongue But peeling off those sweaty sheets I saw all my guts were gone I blocked the doorway to the bedroom In case the thief was still at hand But I know that I'm alone And I'm scared of death of finding That some bastards at the pawnshop Well, they sold my soul for cheap Where will I find The currency to buy myself again? I'm broken and I'm slipping off Into this drunken sleep What nagging voice keeps whispering to me? Who is that devil in my ear? I will not listen; I will not listen There are some things a man don't wanna hear Outside the daylight's giving up to dark Footprints fading fast into the thick of night Under naked lamp I kneel And take a closer look until I recognize the tell-tale shape Of my own compromise I'm always staring at my shadow Why won't I look up at the light? (Guitar solo) I write myself a little poetry Dictated by the demons in my ear I will not listen; I will not listen There are some things a man ain't meant to hear And I fear I'm left alone With a man of no ambition Well, I know he'll never wake up Till it's all about to end I will not drown tied to the dead weight Of everything I should have been Whatever's left of me I'll bargain To buy myself again Buy myself Buy myself I'm gonna buy myself Buy myself Buy myself Till I'm whole again