Beneath The Surface 歌词

I could have never imagined that the pain I've been feeling Would end up with everything that I've been building Can't control my thoughts I feel that every day that passes I'm losing them I'm getting lost, getting lost in myself My thoughts command my body And I don't have control of my acts And this sensation that I had long since forgotten Relives with the force of a lightning That crosses my being I feel the air running out, life is fading away As if the life in this plane were in vain Tired of controlling feelings Here comes the explosion, and finally The world perceives that there is something wrong But you'll never find out what or why Living every day a mourning for myself