Numb 歌词

Yeah I don't know, man I think my settings are fucked up I'm just, buffering Woke up at 2 PM, staring at the ceiling fan Brain is foggy like I'm still popping the xan But I'm sober, I guess, just a hollow shell Living in this purgatory, it ain't heaven, ain't hell I put the outfit on, I put the mask on tight Gotta play the character to survive the night My homies cracking jokes, I'm laughing on cue But inside, I'm dead silence, nothing coming through I'm looking at my hands like they don't belong to me Dissociating hard, glitching in 4K, you see? They ask me: Are you good? I say I'm straight, no cap But my soul is disconnected, vanished off the map I'm fucking numb Yeah, I'm cold to the touch I try to feel something, but it's asking too much I'm faking the smile, I'm faking the vibe Just a high-functioning ghost trying to stay alive Everything is static, everything is grey I'm on autopilot, just getting through the day So fucking numb Shawty crying in the bedroom, saying I'm a wall I'm watching her tears drop, and I feel fuck all It's scary, to be honest, looking in her eyes And realizing my empathy was just a disguise I used to burn bright, now I'm LED cold A chemical reaction that got bought and sold I'm walking like an NPC in my own damn life Waiting for the system to crash or the knife I'm fucking numb Yeah, I'm cold to the touch I try to feel something, but it's asking too much I'm faking the smile, I'm faking the vibe Just a high-functioning ghost trying to stay alive Everything is static, everything is grey I'm on autopilot, just getting through the day Do I miss the pain? Maybe At least pain is real This? This is just, nothing Static White noise I'm trying, though I swear I'm trying Just give me a minute to reboot Fuck