Sayin' Goodbye 歌词

verse 1 I get myself dreaming at night althoug i can't understand these dreams sometimes believe me it looks like my worst end my heart pumps really fast i say i don't feel i can go on beyond reality and my fake blame i guess my blood is clotting out is death close to me right now I didn't see this coming and now I'm dead so this is a goodbye I hope we meet again it seems like i gave it up and I'm regretting it calls me up but I don't get it shut me up is the best thing you can do I'm on a hysteria for crying out loud help me out I'm feeling numb now get me up there's nothing I can do verse 2 something's bursting on my mind or maybe God's taking it out on me i threw what's left of me away perhaps I'm turning into dust by now i'm gone I have been displaced and please don't take me wrong for my sudden death should I have enjoyed my life time goes by like a blink of an eye I slept my whole damn life away tell my mom that I miss those days