What's Past Is Prologue 歌词

That day I watched as they threw down some seed in the dirt Around the porch where I always sit and write about what hurts It seems like some kind of sign, but I shrugged it off With nothing learned I always look at things at such a surface level Although I'm buried in a deeper hole Always wonder why they’re staring at the shovel Not digging to save a life they all seem to love Then two weeks later The blades of grass were starting to appear And when I noticed I felt that inner voice whisper in my ear You need to change You always look at things at such a surface level Although you're buried in a deeper hole Always wonder why they're staring at the shovel When you’re the one that didn't leave a note You don't need to stay the same, have to work for your own change Get to digging, let's get living, we can fix this fucking thing I always look at things at such a surface level And at some point I had spun completely out of control I went from tied down to my bed To tied up in my head I was searching for redemption, but dug a deeper hole instead I left a shovel for someone else Never thinking to dig up myself It's a shame I hadn't figured out It's rooted in the fact I never chose to sprout With a new take in bloom, it seems there's more room For me to finally view the world in all its beauty I’d mistakenly assumed was dead and gone Now those days are dead and gone Away Today I finally learned to say: I love myself Finally got out of my goddamn rut And learned that when I truly need some help Not to keep my fucking mouth so shut Not everything should stay the same It’s okay to have some change If we don't then we will never learn from any-fucking-thing I learned to say: I love myself, today I finally learned to love myself For the first time in 4 months I can say I didn’t think about my choices Threw the almost empty pack away I can feel my lungs rejoice I'm finally breathing again