Deathbed Lullaby 歌词

I fell down for the first time Once more and it all will be gone At least I know what was it all about I can say I´m sorry but there´s no need No need to forgive Plant the seeds of a new beginning I will no longer hurt you With indolence I feed the feeling Self-inflicted pain I wish I could disappear I sit on the edge of my bed now And light a cigarette again I look above at the gray sky And once again I wish I was dead I think it´s going to rain Plant the seeds of a new beginning I will no longer hurt you With indolence I feed the feeling Self-inflicted pain I wish I could disappear Something is burning in me I no longer hear your call I think of death as my dear friend Lay down to eternal sleep The rain is pouring down again The rain is pouring down again it´s pouring down