Self Medication 歌词

bloodshot and bleary these old eyes have seen too much as the bottles add up i'm losing touch trying to let go, because it hurts to hold it isn't getting better, its been bad for so long shattering bottles to take off the edge i've fucked up again and my whole life's a wreck i cant stand this fucking shit life i've created its off to the corner store to get self medicated drinking the piss to save money hard up for cash but i gotta get trashed its the only way i can stand to face another day, ill fucking throw it away drinking the swill to save money, hard up for cash but i gotta get fucked up cant face my family, no one can stand me, i throw it away the bottles my only friend when my whole life feels so low theres only one way to let go because each little instance it all seems so mocking ill drink my while like away and no one will stop me i never sleep anymore, and i'm so lethargic i cant stop this runaway freight train i've started and i wouldn't if i could because i hate being sober i just got fucking started and its already over the pressure keeps building it never relents i gotta get wrecked or ill never forget sometimes it seems like the bottle is my only friend at the bottom is the salvation thats i'm drowning in throw it away