Calling out 歌词

I trust the words you speak when I am downBut yet the meaning of them is not being heard out loudAnother day goes byAnd nothing ever changesAnother morning promise fueled by midnight rage soChorusCan you feel me?My deception's for youIt controls me I'm calling out to youOnce you know meYou'll be pulling me throughCan you hear me?I'm calling out to youYou talk to me and wish for something to sink inYou say open your eyes 'cause man, you are so much more than thisI wish I never changedYou see, I had the courageThe voice, the heart, the will to say'Fuck it! This is not for me' soChorusBut it always hurts insideSo you can never seeAnd it breaks meAnd it brings me to my knees