I'd Rather Overdose (feat. Mod Sun) 歌词

Can't let go I can't let you go I try, but I always know I wish you was holding me close Can't be without you, I'd rather overdose When you're fucked up on them pills, you can't hear me cry Without them, you're sick and we both know why Pint after pint till the well runs dry If only you loved me like you love getting high I can't let you go I try, but I always know I wish you was holding me close Can't be without you, I'd rather overdose Fucked up, can't slow down Won't come down, don't know how My dad's dead, my mom's proud Got bros stuck in our hometown My bank account got zeros I'm 'posed to be the hero But here I am, still fucking up I'll drink my weight in beer though, I Know that you hate me and I hate me too I can't get over what I did to you You tried to help me and it wasn't going through I hope that you miss me 'cause I miss you too But I can't let you go I try, but I always know I wish you was holding me close Can't be without you, I'd rather overdose It was may 11th, 2019 I stayed up for a week All these drugs won't let me sleep I did one last line until both my eyes closed I said one last goodbye and then I overdosed They found me laid on my bathroom floor I know couldn't live life like this anymore Been sober five years since the day I almost died I finally love myself the way I loved getting high But I can't let you go I try, but I always know I wish you was holding me close Can't be without you, I'd rather overdose